Talk:Tower of Mistakes/@comment-26218792-20150713223342/@comment-26663488-20150714225945

That's not it. She was upset because she missed being Sugilite. She regretted getting overtaken by the fusion's personality and losing control.

She had a constant reminder of her wrongdoings every time she went to the hub, and every time... she felt worse and worse.

"I forgot how great it felt to be us. Guess I got carried away..." This can be said for both Pearl and Amethyst As both of them hadn't been fused with Garnet in so long until after Steven came to be. Amethyst got carried away and lost herself in Sugilite, destroying the teleportation pad and nearly beating Pearl to a pulp. Pearl got carried away with repairing the hub. Even though she knew it was wrong, and that she would inevitably get into trouble, she did it anyway. She missed being Sardonyx, just as Amethyst missed being Sugilite. They couldn't help wanting to feel "stronger" (in this case, more loved), so they did what they could to keep the fusion together.