User:Top-gem

"See your world through my eyes: A universe so vast as to be immeasurable - incomprehensible even to your greatest minds."

Info
Hi .. My name is Nigel and I, as well as many others on this Wiki, am utter Steven Universe trash. I love cartoons ((they're pretty much my life)), I love to draw ((been practicing since I was 3 or 4)), and I love to write fanfictions ((writing one right now))!

I have a lot of issues from being socially inept to fishing for attention to taking things to seriously. I'm not 100% sure ((I have no access to any official diagnosis)), but I believe I might have AvPD, HPD, and athazagoraphobia, so bear with me.

As stated everywhere else on my profile, I'm a demigirl and my pronouns are they/them. I'm also otherkin ((lionkin)) and fictionkin with - Simba ((Lion King)), Nigel Uno ((Kids Next Door)), Toy Bonnie ((Five Nights at Freddy's 2)), Ashfur ((Warriors)), and Steven ((Steven Universe)).

''' I also go by Steven or Simba. '''

Interests
I'm interested in ..."SHOWS // MOVIES" "BOOKS" "GAMES" "MUSIC" "ANIMALS"
 * Steven Universe
 * Lion King
 * Kids Next Door
 * Superjail
 * Sonic the Hedgehog
 * Harvey Beaks
 * Rick and Morty
 * Kitchen Nightmares
 * Powerpuff Girls
 * Warriors
 * Catwings
 * Splatoon
 * Terraria
 * Minecraft
 * Assassin's Creed
 * Five Nights at Freddy's
 * World of Warcraft
 * ROBLOX
 * Poptropica
 * Imagine Dragons
 * Three Days Grace
 * Breaking Benjamin
 * The Used
 * Evanescence
 * Hans Zimmer
 * Aivi & Surasshu
 * Lions
 * Hedgehogs
 * Dogs
 * Cats
 * Guinea Pigs
 * Dragons
 * Dinosaurs

The Usuals
I usually ...
 * browse Tumblr
 * draw
 * write fanfictions
 * play World of Warcraft
 * work on my SU AU ((Star Gems AU))

History & Advice
I'm not gonna lie, I've done so many bad things in the past and I regret them all. I've hurt many many people and never felt remorse. . Until not too long ago when the wall in front of my eyes was demolished, when my rose-coloured lenses were removed. Ever since then, I've learned so much more. I just wish I could undo what I did. I just wish I had the chance to say sorry for what I've done. Even though I can't do either, I can change. Everyone can. Even though I can still be mean, I'm still looking to fix that, and I'm far into the road of improvement. I've fixed myself a lot so far, and I know I can fix myself the rest of the way.

I've yelled at a girl before and made her cry in front of all of my classmates and my Dad. I've bullied and abused several others, too.

I know I have no place to blame, but a lot of that behaviour stemmed from being bullied myself and, not wanting to tell my parents, I had no where else to relieve those emotions, so I took them out on everyone else around me.

Yet, I changed, and for the better. Despite this, I'm still emotionally abused by my parents and bullied and abused by people I thought I could trust and call friend, but I don't let that get to me as much as it would long ago.

So, my advice to you?"It costs nothing to be kind to others. It costs nothing to help those in need. It costs nothing to learn for the better and to respect others. The more you're nice; the more you decide to be kind and giving instead of mean and cruel, the less regrets you'll have and you'll be a better person in the end."