Thread:MilaVikaQuartz/@comment-26198169-20161018151910/@comment-30314935-20161024173954

All of that was because I have serious hard time communicating with people my age, perceived to be near my age, I'm always getting misunderstood and treated like a bad person or a weirdo because forming coherent sentences it's  hard, I probably shouldn't even be trying to talk to people because of that, I a dumb sounding explanation but that's what wrong with me, I'm not really like anyone my age and I get a lot of mess for it, I pretty much raged in that post because someone here who I won't bother to name was referring to me as a paedophile because I wanted to write fanfiction about Smoky Quartz and a character I made yo who is in her 20's. That hurt my feelings really badly because I would never be something like tha, ever and that even getting hinted at being that over fictional character that I don't believe that should have counted, the character in the show Steven Universe aren't real people, only the voices and craters of the show are real, so it just really stings, I don't feel good for lashing out like that it just feeds the reason for people to see me as bad, it happens all the time to me and it just getting tired of it, this is supposed to be anti bully month but what I said was true nothing changes eeven when they try to create programme to stop bullying, nothing changed for me, for 18 years nothing changes for me and I just keep to myself always worrying what someone thinks of me is usually bad. So I don't know, I say sorry, I don't feel good about myself for it and I don't really know what I eve doing here. I feel dumb try to talk to people at all.