Board Thread:Off-topic/@comment-28385902-20160831173638

After watching steven universe for a while and seeing stevens close attachment to the gems and how they are like a family i have been starting to ask myslef do i have a family?... i mean yes i do have a mom and dad but i dont know if they truly are parents. when i was younger my parents used to beat me frequently hwne i would do something wrong they would spank me slap my face and shove soap in my mouth after my school told them to stop it still inst fixed and my parents sometimes threaten to beat me with a belt and once my mom threatened me saying she would beat me till i bleed, its better now but i dont fell very attached to them my mom spends her time smoking and playing games on her laptop while checking social medea and is so addicted to it its hard to tal to her since she blocks me out and ill have to repeat myself sometimes up to 8 times till she listens to me she also pampers any younger children of her friends and says "oh your so cute" and hugs them and strokes there hair other than that me and my mom rarely interact as for my dad he has a job that takes up most of the day and if im lucky i will have 1 hour to spend time with him we do play with eachother during weekends but it fells like he doesnt enjoy playing with me and zones out and likes to get things over with, my older brother is the only one i feel truly attached to since he spends time with me and i feel like i can trust him however he is much older than me and lives in his own house meaning i only seem maybe 6 times a year and finally as for friends i have none i know how to make friends but i find none that i want to befriend. it makes me really jelouse seeing stevens bond woth the gems because i fell denied of family and i feel like im not unique or special and i have dreams being treated with love and care while in real life its the same old thing just go on my laptop and be in my own world where i dont have to deel with living a miserable life being not only a cruel species (humans abuse animals alot) but also being denied of what i think is true care 