Thread:Toastastrudel/@comment-43527739-20190927231631

This is Toastastrudel. I turn 18 at the beginning of next summer. I've grown a lot and looking back on my behavior on this wikia is really embarassing. It's not fun to be forced to remember how awful of a person I used to be!

Anyways, when I was on this wikia, roleplaying and whatnot, I had been probably 12 at the youngest, and 14 at the latest. A little kid, basically, and I hadn't even started puberty yet. I had been going through some difficult times.

After I left the wiki for good, I ended up dabbling in other RP groups. I hadn't learned from my mistakes and still treated people like garbage. I think I probably liked always being right and jumped at excuses to tell people they were wrong. And I faced the same consequences: I was disliked, banned, ignored, et cetera.

I'm nearly all grown up now and today, I like to think people think of me as reliable and calm. I'm a moderator on a reasonably large Discord RP server and I run a very successful RP server composed of a completely original lore of my creation.

Anyways, I'm sure everyone's moved on, so I'm doing this so I can move on from the guilt (though I hope some of y'all I treated bad will see this). I'm sorry for all this. The arguing, the inability to learn, the hostility and entitled behavior. I hope that from now on, after reading this, those I treated poorly may forgive me and hopefully acknowledge that I'm not like that anymore. 