Thread:Cheeseskates/@comment-29558690-20170131065438/@comment-5956954-20170131072507

I am fine. The global block has taught me a lot about managing anger. It tells me to consider the other possibilities that might happen when I say something that would be extremely rude and threatening.

For the occasion I will not refer to so I may put it in the past, I was very lucky because what could have happened could have been much worse than I could have foreseen or have intended.

Knowing this, there is no such thing as a mitigating factor in justifying my actions, and as a result, the block crushed me and gave me the slap in the face that I deserved for a while.

What I was truly worried about is how other people would react to discovering I am blocked. I cannot contact them on Wikia, so I could not talk to them about it, and they would see me as a monster once they see what made me get blocked.

I would go on an apology spree as a result, and as a result, I have been forgiven. Like I said, it could have been much worse for me and for the victim involved.

So yeah. Overall, I am fine now thanks to rehabilitation and advice from VSTF members and good friends. I've made a promise to manage my anger and think about what I say two more times before saying it, so I should have a better attitude than I had previously expressed for now on :)