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As Steven walks towards them, Gems from the Cluster emerge, preventing him from coming closer to everyone else. Pearl says that despite the "monster" he is, Steven is still in there, and must be feeling very angry at himself and everything that's happened around him. Amethyst regrets that she wasn't there to help Steven when he needed it, whereas Ruby and Sapphire cry over the thought of him staying a monster if they can't get through to him. Greg refuses to leave, as he claims despite the events that involve Gems, Steven is his son, and Greg feels that he neglected him. Spinel and the Diamonds all burst out in tears of being the cause of Steven's inability to deal with his problems, having White arguing with Spinel about taking the bigger blame of Steven's mental breakdown.
 
As Steven walks towards them, Gems from the Cluster emerge, preventing him from coming closer to everyone else. Pearl says that despite the "monster" he is, Steven is still in there, and must be feeling very angry at himself and everything that's happened around him. Amethyst regrets that she wasn't there to help Steven when he needed it, whereas Ruby and Sapphire cry over the thought of him staying a monster if they can't get through to him. Greg refuses to leave, as he claims despite the events that involve Gems, Steven is his son, and Greg feels that he neglected him. Spinel and the Diamonds all burst out in tears of being the cause of Steven's inability to deal with his problems, having White arguing with Spinel about taking the bigger blame of Steven's mental breakdown.
   
 
Out of nowhere, Connie replies that it is their fault, but grieving and self-blame will not solve his problem. Pointing out that Steven puts everyone's feelings before his own, and having him around when they needed him, Connie says that this time, he needs ''them''. This motivates Ruby and Sapphire to fuse as Garnet once again, who devises a plan to get Steven back to normal. Steven overthrows the Cluster, sending it back into the Earth's core. As he runs towards them, Garnet sets her plan into action by having Yellow making her the same size as him, Blue lifting up everyone, and rushing him towards Steven. Garnet leaps towards Steven, giving him a hug, as he struggles to escape her arms, but finally comes to a stop. Everyone hugs him, and tells their feelings towards him about all that he's done for them. Even the Cluster grabs his hand, showing that they care for him too. Connie comes up to him last, stating that she understands everything he went through, and reassures that everyone will always be with him, as he was always there for them. She kisses him in an attempt to revert him back to normal, as the scene cuts to black, with a pink drop hitting water. The scene shows pink drops hitting the ocean, as it is Steven crying from everyone's touching words and unconditional love for him. His tears start to glow, as well as the rest of him.
   
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As the scene fades to white, Steven has fully returned back to normal, though covered by a sheet since he doesn't have his clothes on. Steven still teared up over the trouble he has caused, Lion licks him, and he hugs him. This causes Steven to feel a little better, but he finally lets out his emotions and bursts out crying, thus ending the episode.
 
Out of nowhere, Connie replies that it is their fault, but grieving and self-blame will not solve his problem. Pointing out that Steven puts everyone's feelings before his own, and having him around when they needed him, Connie says that this time, he needs ''them''. This motivates Ruby and Sapphire to fuse as Garnet once again, who devises a plan to get Steven back to normal. Steven overthrows the Cluster, sending it back into the Earth's core. As he runs towards them, Garnet sets her plan into action by having Yellow making her the same size as him, Blue lifting up everyone, and rushing him towards Steven. Garnet leaps towards Steven, giving him a hug, as he struggles to escape her arms, but finally comes to a stop. Everyone hugs him, and tells their feelings towards him about all that he's done for them. Even the Cluster grabs his hand, showing that they care for him too. Connie comes up to him last, stating that she understands everything he went through, and reassures that everyone will always be with him, as he was always there for them. She kisses him in an attempt to revert him back to normal, as the scene cuts to black, with a pink drop hitting water. The scene shows pink drops hitting the ocean, as it is Steven crying from everyone's touching words and unconditional love for him. His tears start to glow, as well as the rest of him. As the scene fades to white, Steven has fully returned back to normal, though covered by a sheet since he doesn't have his clothes on. Steven still teared up over the trouble he has caused, Lion licks him, and he hugs him. This causes Steven to feel a little better, but he finally lets out his emotions and bursts out crying, thus ending the episode.
 
   
 
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Yes, you hurt him, but this isn't the time to make it all about you! That is NOT helping! Maybe Steven would care how sad you are, because he always puts everyone else's feelings first! He can't do that for you right now because he needs US this time! We always had Steven when we needed him. But the only person who's never had Steven is Steven! He's always been there for us, so...how can we be there for him now?

—Connie

"I Am My Monster" is the 19th episode of Steven Universe Future and the 19th episode overall. It is the penultimate episode of the Steven Universe franchise and part 3 of the four-part series finale of Steven Universe Future

Official Synopsis

Everything is not fine.

Plot

The episode begins with Bismuth and Peridot cleaning up the damage in Little Homeworld from "Everything's Fine", when they begin to feel the ground shake. Everyone turned and noticed a Giant Pink Kaiju looming over them and roaring. Noticing that it was on the beach, Bismuth, Lapis, and Peridot warp over to the Beach House and announce that reinforcements have arrived, but are confused when they see the entire front wall demolished.

As they walk outside, they see Connie, Greg, and the Crystal Gems trying to reach out to the monster. Joining their friends, Peridot announces that they are ready to fight, but Garnet declines this, confusing them. Lapis notices that Steven isn't there, and Garnet says "That is Steven!", scaring them. Steven bashes his head against the cliff of the temple, causing an avalanche of boulders to fall. As the group runs out of the way, Amethyst notes that they can't get him to listen, while Pearl is confused on what's happening to him, first Steven claiming he is a shatterer and now this. As Connie questions if they can change him back to normal, Garnet claims that as long as Steven thinks he's a monster, he will stay one.

Steven begins to move towards Beach City, with Bismuth noting that they have to keep him away from there. Garnet tells Connie to try and keep the citizens safe, telling Bismuth, Lapis, and Peridot to try and lure him to sea, and fuses with Pearl and Amethyst, forming Alexandrite.

As Steven tries to climb over the lighthouse and towards Beach City, Alexandrite jumps on him and covers his eyes. Steven begins to move and squirm around, bashing Alexandrite between him and the hill, forcing her to unfuse. Thanks to her amour, Peridot uses her powers move her and Bismuth through the air and hit Steven, getting his attention; Peridot immediatly apologizes and Steven jumps out to the ocean to attack them. With him being right where they wanted him, Lapis forms a whirlpool and water chains; They wrap around Steven and hold him in the whirlpool.

Lapis informs the team that she can't hold him for long, with Amethyst questioning what to do next, Pearl saying that they can't leave him as a giant Kaiju, and Garnet stating that they must reach him and bring him out. Amethyst ironically asks them who would be good at doing so. When Everyone asks who, She yells "Steven!". They then see the Diamond Ship landing beside them, while the Diamonds and Spinel ask if this was a bad time. Spinel exits the ship with Steven's flip-flop in hand, saying he forgot this, and is blown away at seeing Steven as a kaiju. As the Diamonds follow her, White states that something bad is always happening whenever they visit Earth once seeing Steven as well. When Blue Diamond asks what this was, Garnet informs them that the monster is Steven, shocking them.

Yellow uses her powers to try and revert Steven's physical form to his normal self, but this proves to be ineffective. Blue uses her clouds of joy in an attempt for him to feel better, but Steven forces the cloud directly towards Yellow and Spinel, causing them to burst out laughing in regards for Blue's failed attempt at curing Steven. Then, White insists that she can help Steven and understand what he's going through, if she can connect with him. Using her power to try and get through to Steven, he proves to be far too poweful for her to control, causing her to lose control with him and collapse, causing her to exclaim that the monster is no longer Steven. Lapis struggles even more with refraining Steven, and as his eyes and spikes glow, he lets out a furious roar that pushes everyone back. This powerful impact has caused Garnet to unfuse as well.

As Steven walks towards them, Gems from the Cluster emerge, preventing him from coming closer to everyone else. Pearl says that despite the "monster" he is, Steven is still in there, and must be feeling very angry at himself and everything that's happened around him. Amethyst regrets that she wasn't there to help Steven when he needed it, whereas Ruby and Sapphire cry over the thought of him staying a monster if they can't get through to him. Greg refuses to leave, as he claims despite the events that involve Gems, Steven is his son, and Greg feels that he neglected him. Spinel and the Diamonds all burst out in tears of being the cause of Steven's inability to deal with his problems, having White arguing with Spinel about taking the bigger blame of Steven's mental breakdown.

Out of nowhere, Connie replies that it is their fault, but grieving and self-blame will not solve his problem. Pointing out that Steven puts everyone's feelings before his own, and having him around when they needed him, Connie says that this time, he needs them. This motivates Ruby and Sapphire to fuse as Garnet once again, who devises a plan to get Steven back to normal. Steven overthrows the Cluster, sending it back into the Earth's core. As he runs towards them, Garnet sets her plan into action by having Yellow making her the same size as him, Blue lifting up everyone, and rushing him towards Steven. Garnet leaps towards Steven, giving him a hug, as he struggles to escape her arms, but finally comes to a stop. Everyone hugs him, and tells their feelings towards him about all that he's done for them. Even the Cluster grabs his hand, showing that they care for him too. Connie comes up to him last, stating that she understands everything he went through, and reassures that everyone will always be with him, as he was always there for them. She kisses him in an attempt to revert him back to normal, as the scene cuts to black, with a pink drop hitting water. The scene shows pink drops hitting the ocean, as it is Steven crying from everyone's touching words and unconditional love for him. His tears start to glow, as well as the rest of him.

As the scene fades to white, Steven has fully returned back to normal, though covered by a sheet since he doesn't have his clothes on. Steven still teared up over the trouble he has caused, Lion licks him, and he hugs him. This causes Steven to feel a little better, but he finally lets out his emotions and bursts out crying, thus ending the episode.

Features

Characters

Objects

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Locations

Music

Songs

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Instrumental

Trivia

  • The episode's title is likely a reference to the episode "I Am My Mom".
  • This is the third episode with "monster" in the title, after "Monster Buddies" and "Monster Reunion."
    • Both episodes focused on Steven's relationship with Nephrite and corruption.

Cultural References

  • ​ Steven's monster form is most likely a reference to Godzilla.
  • Steven's monster form may also be a reference to the Great Ape (Ozaru) forms of Goku and Gohan from the Dragon Ball franchise.

Continuity

  • The episode takes place immediately after "Everything's Fine".
  • Garnet's line "He needs love." may be a reference to "True Kinda Love."
    • An instrumental version of the song can be heard in the background when Connie is giving her speech.
  • The Cluster makes its first appearance since "Reunited". 
  • Steven's ringtone (Full Disclosure) appears again.
  • Peridot is shown to control Bismuth's armor again, the first time is in "Change Your Mind".
  • Connie uses her voice to encourage everyone as she did in "The New Crystal Gems

Errors

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Transcript

View the episode's transcript here.

Gallery

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References

ve Episode List
Pilot Pilot
Season 1 A: Gem GlowLaser Light CannonCheeseburger BackpackTogether BreakfastFryboCat FingersBubble BuddiesSerious StevenTiger MillionaireSteven's LionArcade ManiaGiant WomanSo Many BirthdaysLars and the Cool KidsOnion TradeSteven the Sword FighterLion 2: The MovieBeach PartyRose's RoomCoach StevenJoking VictimSteven and the StevensMonster BuddiesAn Indirect KissMirror Gem/Ocean Gem

B: House GuestSpace RaceSecret TeamIsland AdventureKeep Beach City WeirdFusion CuisineGarnet's UniverseWatermelon StevenLion 3: Straight to VideoWarp TourAlone TogetherThe TestFuture VisionOn the RunHorror ClubWinter ForecastMaximum CapacityMarble MadnessRose's ScabbardOpen BookShirt ClubStory for StevenThe MessagePolitical PowerThe Return/Jail Break

Season 2 Full DisclosureJoy RideSay UncleLove LettersReformedSworn to the SwordRising Tides, Crashing SkiesKeeping It TogetherWe Need to TalkChille TidCry for HelpKeystone MotelOnion FriendHistorical FrictionFriend ShipNightmare HospitalSadie's SongCatch and ReleaseWhen It RainsBack to the BarnToo FarThe AnswerSteven's BirthdayIt Could've Been Great/Message ReceivedLog Date 7 15 2
Season 3 Super Watermelon Island/Gem DrillSame Old WorldBarn MatesHit the DiamondSteven FloatsDrop Beat DadMr. GregToo Short to RideThe New LarsBeach City DriftRestaurant WarsKiki's Pizza Delivery ServiceMonster ReunionAlone at SeaGreg the BabysitterGem HuntCrack the WhipSteven vs. AmethystBismuthBetaEarthlingsBack to the MoonBubbled
Season 4 Kindergarten KidKnow Your FusionBuddy's BookMindful EducationFuture Boy ZoltronLast One Out of Beach CityOnion GangGem HarvestThree Gems and a BabySteven's DreamAdventures in Light DistortionGem HeistThe ZooThat Will Be AllThe New Crystal GemsStorm in the RoomRocknaldoTiger PhilanthropistRoom for RubyLion 4: Alternate EndingDoug OutThe Good LarsAre You My Dad?I Am My Mom
Season 5 Stuck TogetherThe TrialOff ColorsLars' HeadDewey WinsGemcationRaising the BarnBack to the KindergartenSadie KillerKevin PartyLars of the StarsJungle MoonYour Mother and MineThe Big ShowPool HoppingLetters to LarsCan't Go BackA Single Pale RoseNow We're Only Falling ApartWhat's Your Problem?The QuestionMade of HonorReunitedLegs From Here to HomeworldFamiliarTogether AloneEscapismChange Your Mind
Film Steven Universe: The Movie
Steven Universe Future Little HomeschoolGuidanceRose BudsVolleyballBluebirdA Very Special EpisodeSnow DayWhy So Blue?Little GraduationPrickly PairIn DreamsBismuth CasualTogether ForeverGrowing PainsMr. UniverseFragmentsHomeworld BoundEverything's FineI Am My MonsterThe Future
Shorts Lion Loves to Fit in a BoxThe Classroom Gems: What Are Gems?We Are the Crystal GemsThe Classroom Gems: How Are Gems Made?UnboxingThe Classroom Gems: FusionCooking with LionGem KaraokeSteven ReactsVideo ChatSteven's Song Time