The main reason you were banned from chat wasn't because "oh, we felt like banning you because you were using symbols." It was because you have proved that you can't stop harassing users and lying so you can just get attention. We gave you a second chance but yet, you still wanna lie in the chatroom and start drama. "OH, let me talk about how I wanna die!" <-- One reason you were banned. Do you really think we wanna hear that in the chatroom? If you feel like committing suicide then please talk to someone who can help you, don't take this to a chat-room.